1. HAPPY 6 MONTHS!!!!

2. I had a dream.

hmm k, well, i dun remember the first part of it...only the ending, *clenches fists* ,i member i was sitting on top of a building, and bellow the building was a lake, (i think i was at a harbour) and k, i had just lost a battle against Shinigami. (*cries*) and i was really depressed. now, from wat i get of everything that happened b4, me and a group of other peoples (that reminds me of SM) fought wid Shinigami to either save the human race or destory it....in the lake are seals(not the animal), and (im not sure how) but my team and i lost (im the only one left) and the seals were broken revealing this cool sword to give power to whoever holds it to either save or destroy the humans...ne who, ive never had a dream like this guy, i could actually FEEL everything that i was thinking, i was so dissapointed...especially when i saw Shinigami jump into the lake to get the sword, my heart felt soooo heavy, and then..suddenly, i stood up, "no! im not going to give up! as long as im alive, there's still a chance" so..i dive into the water, and try to fight Shinigami...but he pushes me aside, and we drift to the serface, there he says, "u cant change the inetivable, u lost ur chance." (shinigami is my brother, btw).....so, he holds up the sword, and explains how he's going to freeze the human race because it'd b less expensive for the companies...?! weird i kno...ne wayz, i tried conviencing him otherwise, but then i suddenly realized it was no use, he was right, the battle was already over and there was nothing i could do...so i turn away and say, "i wish we coulda got to kno eachother better," and he just mumbles in indifference, and just b4 he unleashes his power, im not sure...but i think he turned into boo-chan...ne wayz, drifting in the water is michelle..she's unconscious, or...maybe dead, well, i hug her, my bac to Shinigami and he bac to me...waiting for everything to end. when suddenly im running down this snowy city street and my big. cous is ahead of me running really fast. im like, "wth...y am i running?!? im going to die no matter wat i do!" but it was too late, my insincts were telling me to get the hell out of there..but i slowed down, and it became hard to move...i turned around to see a wave of ice getting closer and closer, i jumped into the air and floated upwards, time slowing down, and all that went thro my mind was, "wat will it feel like? wat will happen when i die? when i lose all feeling? when i no longer exist..." trust me, i thought i was actually going to die, and the feeling is very...scary..in an odd way, like nothing ive never felt b4. i thought i was going to die. i imagined the ice crawling over me...but it never got to me, i woke up...i escaped inetivable death. but im thinking, if it was so inetivable, maybe sumwhere, i dont exist.